The world seems a better place when listening to techno.
Im an unstable mess right now, help.
Christ what am I thinking. This has happened so many times before but I know ive just been killing myself on Twitter too much this last 4 days. It all got a bit much, needed to step back and reach up to the sky so to speak. Then I realise everything around me is okay, so im okay. My lifelong soulmate looks after me well, i live a good life. I should be more grateful. I am just in one of those emotional wreck lattices at the minute. Need to listen to some old music of mine without focusing so much on the new stuff. See where therapy started.
Just been on a constant 'make make, make, post, upload' loop for the last week and its done me a lot of good at the manic peak, but crashing down just now i realise again the time to stop and relax is needed for my own peace of life.
The ultimatum of any quietude is to find peace in what is celibate.
It's too often assimilable to believe that love has ceased to exist, when more often than not, people are lifting heavy stuff - they're laying bricks.
But mainly the first two here.
I'm avoiding Facebook contact now.
Carl starts by basting the gammon joint with bubble and squeak cheese broccoli and dabbage.
I heard this season is going to be even better.
Allspice layered with extra virgin olive oil and used to baste a fried egg, combined with Jamaican Jerk Chicken spice and Allspice Ground powder over 20 minute grilled in the oven pork is one of the most filling daytime meals I have cooked in the last year.
Music is objective more than subjective most of the time. It can't really be compared.
Mrb - Feelng Violet poem
Feeling bl-blooming blue, violet in blue minor
Like a hue that cosmically moves like a miner
How fly in the sky you are, me coat tails for hooves
On which I lay my cobbled, moorland boots.
Of a black, black blindness
Always confuted by a
Kaleidoscopic farewell.